The last two years since Alex’s transition in April 2023, he has been intensely and undeniably present with me. His favorite choice of communication is through “1’s.” Whether it’s 11:11, 1:11, $1.11 or any other series of 1’s, this is how I know when Alex’s spirit is near and that he is watching, supporting, and guiding me in my life.
This year, soon after that two year mark, I began to ‘sense’ Alex was letting go a little bit–giving me space to live my life. I could also sense that he had his own agenda with things he was doing, creating, and focusing on elsewhere.
This shift, I understood, was coming from a place of respect for me so that I could make this life ‘my own’ again. Still, it wasn’t easy. After eighteen years of partnership and running a healing center together, our energies were deeply blended. I could easily sense when Alex’s spirit wasn’t around. I admit, it felt lonely at times.
Then, on June 19th, I had a dream. Alex and I spent the entire night together. It was vivid, detailed, and beautiful! I was given a vision and woke up being impressed with a clear message while literally ‘feeling what he was feeling’–that he missed me–and he missed being in the physical world with me.
“Really?!” I thought. I had imagined that when we are in spirit, we would feel ‘whole,’ and ‘complete,’ not really ‘desiring’ the physical experience.
But he was impressing upon me something different! It was clear that Alex wanted me to know that while he loves not being physical, how much he still adores and loves me, and he actually misses our life together in the ‘physical world.’
Wow. What an unexpected and surprising message, yet it feels so true!
Dare I say that when we are in spirit, it is possible to enjoy that AND miss having a physical human experience, too?
What do you think?!
Can those in the afterlife miss the physical human experience and the partnership with the one they love?
Share your thoughts and experiences!